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How to make a Marc's Dementia
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1 part success

3 parts humour

5 parts energy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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Thursday, June 08, 2006
New Job New Leaf

So I'm Back after a looooooong loong time. I would have updated my blog given the resources, but unfortunaltely due to circumstances unavoidable I could'nt.

 

Anyway, I've a new job now. Still a trainer but with a different company. So far I'm enjoying the scene. a bit less stress, more sleep, more new friends. The thing I love most would be the new horizons that I will be able to explore. Remember the first time you ever did something? The excitement it gave you? The feeling of unsurety? Well that is what i am feeling. Whooo what a rush!

 

Well hope to be posting here more often! See y'all soon


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Thursday, December 01, 2005
Planner



Toady, I am so happy as I have already completed the 21 Stickers needed to get my 2006 starbucks planer. I got  it ocourse the moment I bought my last cup which was a " Peppermint Hot Chocolate" which, If I may say so, did not really ride up to my expectations.

Well anyway, enough of that for the mean time. I , however, would just like to share some random thoughts on living on my own.

As some of you may know, I have been living on my own for the past week. It has truly been an enrching experience. The thrill of budgeting your finances, knowing when to buy and what to buy... Boy up to this point, I never knew that buying a detergent would take as long as 5 minutes .. whew.... but all in all it's really been fun although with the occational homesickness, missing my family.. especially missing my sister... but worst of all is NO GODDAMNEDFRIGGIN CABLE!!!!! hehe but its all good!!!!

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Monday, October 03, 2005
Silence is broken

Well helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo there!!
 
First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone as I have not updated my blog for quite a while now. No no no no I have not forgotten blogging or abandoned it. I have just been busy with work. Trying to get a bearing is such a bitch! And at the same time, to thank everyone who visited my site while I was away.
 
I am troubled.
Where Do I go?
Where can I run?
I would like to scream and shout just to be able to ease my nerves. But, a lot of good that'll do... because after I have screamed my lungs out, tried and strained  my vocal chords., My problems will still be there. Where do I go? I feel like I am being eaten alive. But who's to blame?
 
Don't get me wrong as I am not complaining. I am merely airing my sentiments.
 
alas... my silence is broken...

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Silenced

For the longest time I have been silenced. Swamped with work. Absorbed in this web of routinary existence.

Pressing matter have been resolved. I guess... Hope...

I shall be back to update you all as soon as my thinkers tink again

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Saturday, August 20, 2005
well... it must be something




Some say it's mysterious, magical, complex, difficult, imaginary, thought-provoking, inspirational, intuitional, joyous, immeasurable, ecstasy, and undefinable. Perhaps.

In one of Dr. John Gray's audio cassettes he defines love as follows: "Love is a feeling directed at someone which acknowledges their goodness."

On the same cassette, he refers to the definition by M. Scott Peck: "The willful intent to serve the well being of another."

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. - 1 Corinthians 13:5-7

My favorite is by Paramahansa Yogananda: "To describe love is very difficult, for the same reason that words cannot fully describe the flavor of an orange. You have to taste the fruit to know its flavor. So with love."

Love itself is a universal experience. Yet, every individual occurrence - while perhaps bound by a common thread - seems absolutely unique. Love is what love is! To everyone it expresses itself differently.

All you need is Love! - The Beatles

Love is the answer to "all" questions!

It is important to stand in Love, not fall into it.

Love is waking up to find the object of your affection in the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder.

Could it be that Love is a story that can never be fully expressed?

Love is a bond or connection between two people that results in trust, intimacy, and an interdependence that enhances both partners.

Love is the ability and willingness to allow those you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. - Leo Buscaglia

Making Love is the highest level and the most loving way we can physically express or demonstrate our Love for our love partner. Everyone knows that the sexual experience can be the single most loving, most exciting, most powerful, most exhilarating, most renewing, most energizing, most affirming, most intimate, most uniting, most stress-relieving, most recreative physical experience of which humans are capable.

When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't Love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still Love you, they Love you even more. - Matthew - age 7

Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. - Mary Ann - age 4

Logic says everything in this world has a cause and an effect. True Love is the only feeling which is its own cause and its own effect. It is something illogical and yet above all logic. I Love her because I Love her, and I Love her so I Love her. - Prateek Kumar Singh

Love is comforting someone in need of Love and having them know that somebody cares.

Love is looking past imperfections in your partner and seeing the beautiful person inside. True love seeks the happiness and well being of your partner. Love expresses itself in the mutual respect you demonstrate to your partner.

Guys, this one is for you! - Love is letting your partner have the TV remote for 30 days!

Love must be experienced. Its meaning is infinite and can never be totally defined.

The opposite of Love is fear. Think about it.

There is no fear in Love; but perfect love casts out fear. - Bible

God is love.

Love is loving someone without expecting anything in return; no judgments, no restrictions; no limitations; no expectations!

True Love is the nature of bliss.

Love is expressed when you are being someone who loves someone for who they are, not who you think they should be.

I was nauseous and tingly all over. . . I was either in Love or I had smallpox. - Woody Allen

Love seeks no cause beyond itself and no fruit; it is its own fruit, its own enjoyment. I love because I love; I love in order that I may love. - St. Bernard 1090-1153, French Theologian and Reformer

Teach only Love for that is what you are. - A Course In Miracles

Love is a decision.

If you want Love, you must first Love. Love begets Love. You cannot deliver from an empty wagon. You must first learn to Love yourself before you can give Love.


"If you Loved me, you would. . ." Not! Love is not manipulative. It must never be used to get others to do what you want. When you Love someone you never ask them to sacrifice a part of themselves in the name of Love. This form of manipulation contaminates our Love for another.

Can't Buy Me Love! - The Beatles

Love is to like with a great intensity.

True love has a foundation of integrity, respect, faith and trust. Love is the force that brings about unity and harmony.

Although love is at the root of our basic nature, Love for another human being must be cultivated. It takes time for Love to mature.

Is your love free and unconditional, or is it mixed with various needs, conditions and demands from your partner?

The road to self-discovery is paved with Love.

Love has no meaning other than the meaning "we" give it.

Perhaps. . . Love just Is. While in its allness and in its nothingness, all we need to do is simply let it Be.


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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Does anybody...?!?


 

Does anybody ever really know the secret to get to know what goes on in the minds of the female species?  No pun meant for all the other ladies there, I would just wish to air my sentiments.

 

One minute they’re fine then, next thing you know, they’re not! They tell you one thing when they really mean something else. You ask them what the matter is, but they will not tell you, well, at least not until everything has "cooled down" and the topic becomes null. And they have that facial expression when they want something.. You know those puppy dog-drooling eyes, I swear it should be made illegal!

 

But nonetheless, We men still would like to share our lives with them, no matter what the odds may be or the situation. So are men really masochists? As they would tolerate this kind of treatment? Ney mon ami! Or is it a question of the "I can't live without women" thing? I personally view it as "LOVE"

 

Ahh the word that can bring down the house. But we should be careful that the word may be abused and used as a tool or equipment to get what we want, hence it can no longer be called love as a feeling, merely treated as a word!

 

Well if anyone out there really knows the secret to what women want, how their noggins move, how to decode their Morse-like signs.. lemme know! I would really want to have a crash course on that.

 

... Special thanks to my inspiration whom I love so much of course... Rence!!! ;)


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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Forwarded Emails




Day 3 of my blogging

What is up with forwarded emails?
 
Do you seriously believe that by sending or NOT sending an email good or bad luck will come your way? Or with every forwarded email there is a poor kid in god knows where who gets 5 cents from a godforsaken computer company? Or that if you do not pass on to the next poor soul, then, a horrible creature will come gobble you up that night?? I mean SERIOUSLY NOW!!!
 
If you seriously believe that, then, thats your thing. Nobody is telling you to stop or not to stop believing. but personally, I HATE getting chain mail. It occupies email space be it office email or personal email.
 
But what can I do? if that is the only way that friends can tell their friends "ei im still here". ANd some chain emails are, lets face it, soooo cute and adorable and they do sometimes brighten one's day up.
 
So I pose a question (a rhetorical one at that), which is, "To believe or Not to believe?"
 
So lets look at some random thoughts. Can we view it as a means of charity work Alright lets take the example of the poor kid in godknowswhereville who gets 5 Cents per forwarded email that is sent. Do you think that the ISPs or computer companies do really have a counter that can measure and trace where the email has been sent and how long it has been going? Practically inconcievable!

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
What the ...

As of today, I am still on my "honeymoon" stage with my blog space or Drive or whatever you call it so I am still able to update my blog.


Ok,so, here we go! I've been thinking, have you ever had a day where in much as you we're trying to avoid any mishaps, they still manage to find their way to you. and that does not happen once in a day, it may sometimes consume your entire day.

That my friends, is called "Murphy's Law". Now for those of you who are not familiar with Murphy's law, then let me introduce you to it. For starters, it states " If anything can go wrong, it will" which to my opinion is just stating the obvious since there is no such thing as a perfect thing (WTF). In nature noting is ever right. Therefore, if everything is going right, something must be wrong!

Now, that being the case, springs forth a question,since everything that can go wrong will, are we doomed to eternal damnation?

the answer to that question ultimately lies upon you us my friends, we can either stay down or make the most of what we have. I have learned from a contemporary movie shown a few years ago  that the most powerfull word today is the word "CHOOSE" therefore when something goes wrong we can CHOOSE to sulk over it or CHOOSE to see what good it may bring us in the future.

I hope i'm not giving you the impression that im preaching or something, Im just writing thoughs plucked from thin air., thoughts that just sprung forth from an idle mind. If you still can't grasp the concept the take a good look at the title of the page.

Until the next blog

 


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My First Blog.... EVER!



Hello peeps, friends, Romans , country men! hehehe. Its my first ever blog and ‘im a bit excited, although I have to still think off what to post. Well, for starters, my name is Joseph Marcelinus B. Sanqui Marc to my friends. I’m 27 years old Born March 21, 1978 under the zodiac sign Aries (although I really don't believe that stars can rule our lives... But chicks dig it so what the heck)

I’m into Progressive metal, the likes of Dream Theatre and my all time favorite Ygnwie Malmsteen. Although I do enjoy other types of music that has guitar riffs that can blow your mind off! “Other” type of music however, does not include the type where you have to form a band that has to dress up in uniform and do that funny chorus dance and make weird noise (Boy Bands) hehehe sorry girls, I also have my limitations.

I am really fascinated with Japanese Culture. They seem like they're so calm even in the midst of adversity. And their code of ethics, simply outstanding!

I like playing with the Guitar as it clears my mind when its almost about to explode Not very may people know that there is a quiet side of me, but, guess what, there is!!! When I’m asleep yaryaryar .. oh wait, my sister says otherwise, oh well, I uses you can’t have it all.

Some of the websites that I often visit are e-chords.com (nice site for hard to find tabs) Yahoo mail (onlinemarcs is my yahoo ID if anybody wants to add me up) gatotsuz.com (Samurai X unofficial website)

My 27 years of existence taught me a lot! Life is short and in heaven there is no beer! Octoberfest here I come! Stuff like that make life lighter and bearable. I have always believed that life is easy and its just people who make it complicated. A lot can be gained from listening to old teachings. Be calm.

Well if I’m not making any sense to you anymore … ditto…

Anyway I will just update my blog whenever I have time to or when I feel like it.

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